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Morning Musings: February 18, 2011

Feb 17, 2011

It’s not enough to just want it, no matter how heartfelt that desire.  I have to know how to do it.   I have a friend in alcohol recovery who once said that he spent many of  his non-sober years trying […]

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Morning Musings: February 17, 2011

Feb 17, 2011

The only person inside my head is me, so only I can really know what my tipping point is in any given situation.  And it is a bit of a moving target at that.  On a day where I am […]

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Morning Musings: February 16, 2011

Feb 17, 2011

“Screw it” is the end of a whole chain of thoughts and actions.  I just about never say “screw it” from a position of strength, on a day when I have been totally on track and when my environment has […]

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Morning Musings: February 15, 2011

Feb 11, 2011

The foot bone is connected to the ankle bone.  Chances are I keep screwing myself up in the same ways over and over again – studies show that most people do.  I may only have to change a few  critical […]

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Morning Musings: February 14, 2011

Feb 11, 2011

If every success is mine, then so must be every derailment.   There is really only one common denominator in every incident…me.  I would help myself out considerably if I would just have the courage to look at exactly how I […]

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Morning Musings: February 13, 2011

Feb 9, 2011

Amazing how the most appalling desperation can fade from memory at the sight of a zeppoli.  Seemingly out of the blue (but not really), I absolutely don’t care about my health or my weight – at least for that moment […]

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Morning Musings: February 12, 2011

Feb 9, 2011

Every surrender feels real.  I start out every January/Monday/Birthday, etc  with these incredibly sincere intentions, and sooner or later end up totally demoralized and fatter.  What happens to all that soul searing sincerity?  I must do something to de-motivate myself, […]

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Morning Musings: February 11, 2011

Feb 9, 2011

Making someone else the “heavy” only works temporarily.  Reporting to some other “authority” ultimately fails for me because as soon as I am not doing what they and I both agree I am supposed to be doing (no matter how […]

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Morning Musings: February 10, 2011

Feb 6, 2011

“Diet programs” end up being temporary, because I apparently never really make their guidelines my own.  By letting someone else make my menu and rules for me, I just put off the inevitable learning I need about my own life.  […]

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Morning Musings: February 9, 2011

Feb 6, 2011

I can actually “pay it forward” by creating a sort of critical mass of positive actions.  I can take the reigns to my own empowerment and motivation in advance, especially when, from my history, I can actually see the headlights […]

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